Start school???? NO WAY.... don't you know that summer hasn't even left the building.

Not starting.
No really...nope...... not going to start..... you can't make me... lol.
I sound like a unreasonable overtired 2 year old. But really the conversation was within me, my perfectionism coming out..... pointing out that I have filled in my already full day timer and it reads we WILL start school next next but that little voice it aruging we should get started and challenge the little one that would be doing things if he was in school. 
All these "if's" and "should's" are things I know I will have to deal with if I am to be successful in "teaching" my son this year. I am scared, excited, interested, nervous, and scared...oh I said that already...um. I have his curriculum, workbooks, craft stuff, and resources coming out of my nose. I am sure I have enough stuff to teach 3 kindergarten children and maybe even a couple of grade 2 and 3's .....HA what a thought!!!! That is SCARY! 
So even though I choose ( cause it is my choice...my choice...Yay I like that...MY CHOICE! Ok we get it) to start next week we already did some "school" this week..but it was fun.. and not scripted maybe that's my way.... I am sure my way will change and I am sure his "way" will change but I guess everyone has to start somewhere so here I am starting...not having a clue on how this will end...and for me that is hard to write...to trust that God has me, this and my family in his hands. So here we go we "start" on Monday and I will be posting about it as often as I can. 
So come along I have no idea where or what it will look like as a journey..only God knows!